In & Out Of Love

The love never left...perhaps it escaped death...perhaps the love which i thought vanished has reemerged...you see...i was programmed to have erased all of my love and instill animosity towards the one i was once enamored by...but i learned...her smile, her heart, is still engrossed in my mind...she exuded the things i never found interesting...but because of her, she made life interesting...small conversations went from simple to enticing...her kindness was evident...she was an angel who was heaven sent...but an angel whose credibility i questioned...i thought, maybe her wings or halo appeared far fetched...maybe referring her to an angel appeared to be a stretch...but i would've never guessed...she would have been the one to help mold my confidence...she was beyond kind...her altruistic persona illuminated my day when clouds of anger stormed inside of me...when condescending thoughts echoed through my mind...i remembered to review the blueprint you drew in my mind...and repeat to myself...love will get you by...so now, as i hope to rectify the love which once stemmed from my curiosity...i ask you this...are you willing to take another dive...because without my lifeguard, I'm unsure of how i will survive?...